Room for more

I know. I started a blog. Everyone has a blog. How expected.
Maybe.
I'm sorry to be the cause of your eye rolling today, buy my mind is full. It needs a wide open space to run wild and be crazy, kind of like a puppy.
Unlocked is how I imagine this blog. Being a mom, who spends most of her time at home, with a baby and toddler, I need a space where I can be unlocked from my life. I feel like a prisoner some days, but I am actually cool with that. I think God works in the quiet moments in life. Embracing the solitude allows me time to think, grow, cry, and very rarely, nap!
God has given me a busy mind, and it has no shut off. It needs a place to expel some of it busyness and constantly changing states. I do not call myself a writer. I am probably not very entertaining. I will probably be very bad at this, and fail more often than I succeed. All I know is that, writing is hard for me. I really don't like putting my most personal, inward thoughts out in the world. What will people think? They will laugh at me, mark me as weird, too intense, not worth their time.
 I have to do this is all I know. God is leading, so I will follow. Even though I have argued a thousand times it's a bad idea.  So, please read, at least a few times. Tell me what you think, and feel free to share your thoughts.